MSN Rant

lol
I just realised something
?
yeah?
clichés
what?
like? lol
lol sorry
ok
Many people try to avoid using clichés and it's now at a point
where somebody says a cliché and I wouldn't realise it
therefore clichés don't always stays as clichés.
yeah
because if no one uses them
There's a point in time where new clichés are added to the list and other clichés are forgotten
they stop being chiches
*cliches
so true
rofl random thought
:$
another headache
a thought can never be random
true
I'm ranting again
you’re not
your expressing thoughts =)
lol yeah
Life is not depressing
it's not fun
life is whatever
life is life
*nods*
some people chose to live by making more money
others try to avoid money and try to find true happiness
omg! the word true
hm?
some say nothing is ever true
*nods*
Everything in our world is bias
nobody ever gets to see the whole pictures
nobody ever gets to see the truth
example
Ni slapped me.
Observers will see Nikki slap me
but they don't see the underlying reason
N slapped you?
for example
oh ok lol
lol
yeah that’s true
From observers to understand the situation
They’ll have to hear our stories.
yeah
that’s where story telling comes in
not just pictured
*pictured
our story will be bias and will be interpreted differently
*pictures LOL
lol
Diamonds!
Diamonds/ lasting forever/ truth
people say diamonds last forever
I chose to have a different opinion.
what do you choose
nothing last forever so how come diamonds last forever
plus diamonds were once dead animals--> coal --> diamond
see dead animals don't last forever
coal don't remain as coal forever
so why should diamonds?
oh.
never thought of that
lol
God, I'm ranting
no youre thinking i guess lol
too much
im playing chicktionary
and i need a 6 letter word
with the letters r s e t m a h
rofl
this is what happens when your brain goes idle for a week
actually for a while now
welcome back brain
LOL =D
Anyways, I feel like continuing :$
another thing
people in general should not stay things they don't mean
How many times have we all heard this phrase in our life?
" I'll always be there for you"
some try to add the cherry on top by saying " no matter what"
You're there for me now
but when things really begin to seriously fall apart
and you're too busy with other things
you start to forget the words you're said
yeah
People are only temporary.
moods as well =]
more like
yes, I'm there for you when I'm not busy
hm
and when I have nothing to worry about myself
=='
sometimes friends are just as shift as family members
family conflict attracts everybody
bringing everybody down
its sad but a fact
the taking sides and the whole word spreading
word spreading = spreading depressing
Come to Red Rooster, here you can buy your free depression.
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with ever purchase
lol I'm not making sense
sometimes I think everything is a joke
love
makes you see people in a different lights
maybe it is
maybe you just have to laugh
lol *nods*
love is a chemical imbalance and eventually it leds to a mental illness
an illness where you commence to rely on others, change your ways and develop new desires
too true!!!!1
Once you have love in your life
some start to achieve less
for example, when you're fed and happy
you don't really try to find more food
you don't need it
this example is like achieving your goals
yeah.
food = goals
Some people are just power sucking whores
The strong ones are those who don't hate these power sucking whores
they make them believe they are controlling them but in reality the power sucking whores are NOT controlling them
passive aggressive
oh
some power sucking whores are just so blind to see
there are still people out there who are passive aggressive
Passive aggressive people might not like them but they believe they do because they don't try to fight back
Emo
There are some anti emo who just hate the idea that emos exist
My view is get off there backs
It's their live so let them live that way
yes.
=D
love emos
rofl
I feel sorry.. maybe sad for people who are always happy
always pretend to be happy
they have a lot of burden
Have to pretend to everybody and including themselves that everything is alright
One day it'll explode
yeah it annoys me too
=)
=]
Smile life can be worse
What on earth can a smile achieve
some smiles make people more bitter
thinking damn it I'm smiling but I'm not feeling any better
there's no real connection between a smile and being happy
smile is a physical facial expression that carries out no meaning at all
being happy is something more deep

the so called "break"

There's no such thing as a break. We're on our so callled "Easter Break", I fail to call it a break because we still get massive amount of homework from each subject, still have to work at my part time job and life still continues.

There's no such thing as a break for students, they still get homework from their teachers. Stop calling it a break because it is clearly not a break and call it 2 weeks off school + homework.

"I'll be there for you, if you need me."
How come everything I turn around you're not there.
Yes, you're physically there but not mentally.

"I'm sorry dear, I'm just really busy."
screw you! You're there when I don't need you anymore and you're only there if you're not busy.
You pretend too much. I'm leaving this, I'm out of there.

I'm planning to move out, restart my life. At a place, where I don't know anybody and nobody knows me. I'm sick of feeling oblige to attend parties because I have to, not because I want.
I'm sick of being that loser who sits in the corner and does nothing.

Don't say things you don't mean

People around me constantly tell me, "I'm there whenever you need me" and I'm stupid enough to believe that. Deep down inside I hope maybe he or she is the true friend that I have tried so hard looking for.

However, when I do need them, sometimes they're physically with me and other times not even there at all. When this happens my heart breaks. You lied to me and I can't believe I actually believed you.

I'm starting to feel like me again. I'm starting to not trust others and I'm starting to keep things to myself. I don't feel like I'm living a lonely life because I've chosen this path. I chose to spend majority of my time alone. I think from now on, I'm gonna become a workaholic and spend majority of my time alone.

Melting but not dissolved

Lately, I've been running around like a chicken. Everyday I wake up at 6am and sleep around midnight. I know there are others out there who start each day with less then 6 hours sleep.
I've been doing this for 7 days a week and I'm starting to feel the side effects of reducing my sleep.

My pile to things to do never seen to stop. I worry over my future, I worry over not completing my homework, I worry over my grades and I worry over the simple little things.

I don't want to tell others how I feel because I believe things can just work out and I can get above things.