Chocolate Sandwich

I am sure I have again 5 kg this week.
I bought a packet of chocolate melts/ buttons and I have been using it to make chocolate sandwich.
Here's my recipe

1. Toast the sandwich
2. Cover the sandwich with chocolate melts
3. Microwave the sandwich for 30-50 seconds.

I love it because it's so simple and easy!

Job Hunting

I am working at a cafe and my employer is currently underpaying me.
My employer pays all employees in cash and hence, avoid paying tax.
I have provided my employer with my tax details over a month ago and I am still not on the payroll.

Hence, I am in the search of a new job.
I have applied for a local cafe near my university and now I am going to apply for my local grocery store.
I just feel as if all my friends have better jobs compared to me.
I feel as if I am working and running around like a dog and I am receiving bacon fat.
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I feel depressed right now. I'm going to eat chocolate now.
I hope everything works out for me.

My Writing

I wrote many excerpts during high school, the days of dreaming , heartaches and tears. I felt as if I was in an everlasting nightmare seeking to escape. I wrote in order to escape reality and afterwards I would feel relax and I could tackle the world once more. I know I’m not a good writer which is evident in all the mistakes in my writing. However, my aim isn’t to become an author or journalist, I write to express my most intimate feelings from the bottom of my heart which is quite difficult. I have closed my heart from the world for a long time and writing is encouraging me to speak from my heart. When I have a heart to heart conversation where I voice my inner feelings, tears stream from my eyes. It’s an area which I rarely access and share with anybody in this world. I have closed off my heart fearing if I expose my heart to the world inevitably somebody would shatter my heart.