I'm cold

I'm cold.
Winter is approaching.
My hands icy blue.
I hear rain, yet do not see it.
Times like these all I want is a good cuppa.
Sitting on my computer chair and my legs under my covers.
My legs are warm and my hands twig like.
The sun shines bright, laughing at all the bitter people.
The winter winds come out to play.
People confused; should I wear a jumper or not?
Some are left cold while others are left warm.
Where's my cuppa?
Oh wait, I haven't put the kettle on.
Spell check, completed.
Where's my gloves?
Hidden under the pile of winter woolies.
Every action completed is so systematic.
Must do A, then B and then C.
ROBOT!
Robot batteries are dyi...

Freakkkkyyyy

W: *is offline*
M: I love you
W: *instantly signs online*
M: *runs*

I'm angry

Why can't I just write a stupid essay?
Look, I'm gonna fail.
My dinner is raw.
Annoying lady over at my house.
Mum gossiping and doesn't care I'm not eating.
I know I'm a fatty, but fatty still needs food.
I'm mad. THINGS ARE WRONG!

List of Things to Do

1. Wish upon a shooting star
2. Attend Jane Austen Festival
3. Write a meaningful short story
4. Travel to Italy and live la dolce vita
5. Start a family before the age 30
6. Fall madly in love
7. Write a song
8. Visit Japan and meet a geisha
9. become an engineer
10. take photographs of the beautiful places
11. Ride in a vespa down the coast of Italy
12. Visit temples in Asia
13. Volunteer in a third world country
14. camp outdoors in outback Australia
15. Woke up knowing you're not alone in this world
16. Own a cute dog and name it Puggy
17. Perform on stage
18. Take part in a social justice rally
19. Meet my favourite Actor: Jang Geun Suk (장근석)
20. Learn how to dance

Tremors

Roughly, 24 hours ago. There was a tremor in Melbourne.
The first thought which entered my mind was are we going to experience aftershocks?
Secondly, what about the person who I love dearly. I yearned to speak to him.
It was at the moment that I realised I really need him by my side.
With him, I don't need to fear and I can experience warmth.

你让我变成一个笨蛋！
我爱你猪先生！

第一次

大家好！
这个是我第一次用中文写的博客。

我不想骗自己，我的心里都有你。
我最爱的人是你。
我不知道我到底做什么呢。
想知道你的心里面有没有我。

我现在安静得等你。
我爱你！

Ending of a Chapter

"Our life is defined by the opportunties... even the ones we missed."
So many words to say "I'm sorry and thank you."
These words don't matter now.
I don't think I'm cut out for relationships.
I'm a horrible person.
Ill tempered, making people mad.
Yearned so much to be loved and accepted again.
Forgot life has a hermit.
Now, left with nothingness.
Sometimes, it seems things just all go wrong on one day.
Just overwhelmed with emotions.
Actually dead on the inside.
Not smart enough, not pretty enough and not anything enough.
My spirits are crushed.
The endless sighs.
Would somebody like to teach me how to be fine again?
Eyes lowered
no smile
no life.
suppose that's all there is.
Fighting so hard and kept fighting. Only to lose.