Take Me As I Am

With each day that passes, our future is changed slightly.
Your life is constantly changing despite sitting back and missing out on opportunities.
What is it that we want out of our life?
Where are we heading?
Is this what we want?
Who will be there for us during all our hardships?
Who do I want to spend the rest of my life with?
Is he really into me?
What if something better comes along?
What about all the things we have dreamed about doing?
Can we afford all the things we want?
The future is a very scary thought.

Syd or Melb

It's been a while, since I have blogged on blogger.
Recently, I have made a discovery about myself.
My blogging habits are similar to my shopping habits.
It's virtually impossible for me to remain faithful to one shop or one blog.
I have blogging committment issues.

On a more personal note, I was in Sydney for the weekend.
For the past few days I have learned to hate cityrail or "cityfail".
Metro> Cityfail!
I won't be surprised if I have put on weight because all I have been doing for the past few days is eating and walking around the place.

Question of the Week: Do you like Sydney or Melbourne more?
I'm not quite sure.
Melbourne and Sydney both have it's charms.
There are more trees in the outer suburbs in Sydney.
The weather doesn't pms like Melbourne.
Apparently, the love of my life is in Sydney. =P

I like Melbourne's CBD and how everything it organised.
I like the metro now.
Majority of my family is in Melbourne.
Better Clothing Shops.
=)

Don't Drink You FOOL!

The sensationalist media bombards the general public with stories of unprotected sex after we have too much to drink or having sex with animals.
Not only is this disturbing to hear but it also causes tension in relationships.

For example, drinking too much causes a loss of inhibition and we have absolutely no control of our actions or words.
Tension in relationships is evident in all types for relationship.

If you get wasted and end up puking and running up and down the neighbour screaming and yelling at 3 am in the morning. I'm sure our neighbours would want to punching the living day lights out of you. Your selfish action has disrupted their sleep.

If you're in a relationship and you drink so much you can't control your actions.
Who knows what sort of troubles you'll cause. You might cheat on your partner and you will lose your significant other. If you end up knocked up because you drank too much, well you're just a fool. If you get raped, you're silly for drinking too much to losing the capability of protecting yourself against predators.

If you can't drink, don't drink.
If you honesty believe drinking is essential to having a good time.
Perhaps, you shouldn't attend the event. If it sucks without alcohol then it's clearly not an entertaining event.

All I Need Is Love

There are some things we know we shouldn’t complain about; however, we can’t help ourselves. In times of despair, we turn to seek comfort no matter the price. Sometimes the price is the prize; relationship, weight gain or money. In times of trouble, we often return back to old habits; living in denial, starting fights or eating our emotions away.

I guess one thing I find hard to do, being accepting in a relationship. I have no issue with accepting people from different ethnical backgrounds, people with disabilities and even somebody’s flaw. Yet, one of the hardest thing for me to accept is my significant other doesn’t have all the time in the world for me. I guess it’s hard to be in a relationship with somebody who doesn’t seem to be committed as you are. For example, a partner who doesn’t call you unless you drop hints or you called him/her beforehand.

I know you’re busy completing assignments and working but do you spend 24 hours completing those tasks? What about a simple call to tell them that you still love them?
It takes less than 5 minutes yet, you’re simply too busy for that. Many I am being a bit of a fickle but I still want to be loved and cherished.

I guess if you spend forever preparing for a future then you might lose what you have at present. Life is too short to sit around wishing and waiting to be loved. All I ask of you is to love me now and forever, if not, leave me now.

Kiss The Girl

Kiss the Girl

Percussion, strings, winds, words
There you see her, sitting there across the way

As he enters into the ball room, he spots his princess.
The symphony fills the hall with its melody.


She don't got a lot to say but there's something about her
And you don't know why but you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl

There’s a beauty which no man can ever describe.
Her glance fills my soul with radiant.

Yes, you want her, look at her, you know you do
Possible she wants you too, there is one way to ask her
It don't take a word, not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl

My heart is captured.
My heart feels as if it’s overflowing with sweet warm chocolate.

Sing with me now
Sha la la la la la by oh by
Look like the boy too shy, ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la ain't that sad

As I begin to approach, I begin to feel a nervous tension.
I begin to steadily back away.
My body is consumed with fear.


Now's your moment, floating in a blue lagoon
Boy, you better do it soon, no time will be better
She don't say a word and she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl

The blue water radiates her beauty.
I’m still waiting for the right time to make my move.


Sha la la la la la don't be scared
You've got the mood prepared, go on and kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la don't stop now
Don't try to hide it, how you wanna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la float along
And listen to the song, the song say, "Kiss the girl"
Sha la la la la la the music play
Do what the music say, you gotta kiss the girl
You've got to kiss the girl
Why don't you kiss the girl
Come on, kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl

I want to run, I want to hide.
My body is consumed with fear when I think about pressing my lips against hers.
I leaned forward and I …

Never again

I never want to cry again,
I never want to be in a relationship again,
I never want to marry
I never want to have children
I never want to get hurt ever again.

Little Melly; Episode 1

Growing up my parents did not have a lot of money so I never received a Barbie doll until this year. I remember my dad would occasionally buy me something from the book club. However, gradually it stopped.
I remember all the other kids in primary school bought nice gift sets and I didn't want to feel left out so I would ask my parents for a few dollars and buy the cheapest item on the book club so I can fit in.

All the other kids were playing with Gameboys, computer games, various video games and here I was a kid who has never played a video game in my life in primary school.
Perhaps, I was stupid for not asking my parents to buy me video games and toys.
Maybe, I was a good kid who never demanded my parents to buy me everything I want.
I guess it doesn't really matter.

I guess my simple childhood upbringing has made me appreciate the value of a dollar and not made me so materialistic to a degree.

A simple upbringing = a simple life.