Dear Mr Silver Hard Drive

Dear Mr Silver Hard Drive,
What happened to you? I thought we had a good thing going.
Every week, I will update you with new video and files.
You've never disappeared out of my sight before.
I know, I have caused a few injuries but they were only accidents. I never meant for you to get hurt.
Please Mr Silver Hard Drive, come home, where you belong.
You know you belong to me.

Love Melly.

Conversation on Happiness

While I was busy sipping on my coconut drink, my mum started talking about happiness.
She said that in life we shouldn't dwell on sadness and it's best to have a positive mindset.
She also said that out of my sisters and I, my younger sister is the "happiest".
I smiled and replied that's because she's easily pleased.
I have never seen anybody eyes light up when I hand them a piece of chocolate or cookie.
I don't believe that anybody is "happier" than somebody else.
I believe it really depends on find what makes them happy.
For my sister, her happiness comes in eating the food she likes.
While others are still searching for that special something that makes them extremely happy.

Dr Jones

Dear my Dr Jones,

Sometimes the feeling is right,
you fall in love for the first time,
Heartbeat and kisses so sweet
summertime love in the moonlight,

You're my first love and I cherish every moment I spent with you.
I still recall our first kiss, it was a sweet moment.

Now the summer is gone,
you had to go back home
please come and see me again,
I never felt more alone.

I hope during your busy schedule next year that you would still find time to talk to this silly girl and perhaps visit this silly girl.

Baby I am missing you
I want you by my side
and I hope you'll miss me too
Come back and stay
I think about you every day

I hope you are taking care of yourself.

I really want you too
You swept my feet right off the ground
You're the love I found
Doctor Jones, Jones
Calling doctor jones.

Who am I kidding when I try to find somebody to replace you.
You are irreplaceable, I love you so dearly that I can't compare you to anybody.

All I think of is you
and all the things we had
doctor what can I do
why does it have to be like that

There's no point dwelling on past events.
The bad things happened for a reason.
Sometimes I'm good that they happened, it has allowed to communicate effectively.

Melbourne Christmas 2010

This Christmas was just another excuse to relax and enjoy eating food.
The Christmas celebrations commenced with a small Christmas party where we exchanged gifts, watched movies and enjoy good food. The Christmas party ended with myself and two friends finishing off a Safeway mudcake. After eating a quarter of the cake, it didn't feel like Christmas in my stomach anymore.

Over the next following days, there were more Christmas gatherings, more eating, more sitting around and talking.
In between the Christmas gathering, I also visited shopping centres to take advantage of their extended Christmas trading hours. I also did a lot of shopping around.

My favourite part of Christmas besides spending time catching up with family and friends and the awesome Christmas atmosphere has to be BOXING DAY SALES!

This year I only managed to pick up two items from the sales a new dress and a cropped jacket. =)

Nice Randoms

Today,

1. Random Tram Driver
I called one of my workmate and asked where she was so we can walk to work together.
She told me that she was 10 minutes away from the tram stop, so I sat on the bench and waited for my friend.
Out of the blue, a tram driver approached me and asked me which tram I planned to catch. I replied that I was waiting for my friend.
The tram driver asked me if I was on school holidays and when they started.
He told me that he only has 1 week off for Christmas and he applied for 2 weeks off since Feb this year and his boss told me to apply again next year.
He was nice and kept me company, until he realise that his break time was over and it was time to head back and drive the tram. =D

2. Random Guy
After work, I usually catch the train home.
I clearly made it to the barriers after a guy, however, he was nice and offered me to get into the station before him.
=D

The moral of the story, be nice to people and it'll make their day.

Crazy People

There are some crazy ass bitches in this world. You would think that since our society is more educated the number of bogans would decrease and the number of loud, angry people would decrease as well. Sadly it doesn't.

Yesterday, my friends and I went into Safeway.
Some lady accidently ran into my friend with a broken shopping basket.
She apologised on the spot (which was polite and the right thing to do).
After that my friend and I stood aside in one of the isles and I noticed he was bleeding.
Naturally, whenever I see somebody bleeding, I would tell them; "you're bleeding."
That crazy, angry lady walked past and heard "you're bleeding".
In the middle of Safeway she yelled, "stop trying to make me feel bad, I already apologised and it was an accident."
Bitch! What's your problem?
I am entitled to tell my friend that he's bleeding and if you cared you would give him a bandaid since he's bleeding.
I didn't say you did anything wrong and I'm not trying to make you feel bad.
If I wanted to make you feel bad, you would have been in tears by now.
Besides, I know that accidents happen so what's your problem?
In conclusion, there are some crazy angry people which make this world suck!

epic fail

Fuck you,
For many years of my life you have neglected me. I walked this path alone.
Along the way, you have insulted with your harsh words, you never encouraged me and never believed in me. You made me believe that I was a pathetic piece of shit on the side of the road. I believe it so, to the extent I wanted to move away from everything and end everything. I have no self esteem, I believed that I had no strengths and I only had possessed weakness.
I always thought that nothing good will ever come my way.

Whenever I made a slight achievement, you would always find ways to slander it, you would always say that you're not that special and it's not that hard to achieve or you would compare to others.

I know that I am a disappointment, I never achieved extremely high results at school.
I know I am not the prettiest girl; not the slimmist and I don't have perfect skin.
But I never took drugs, I never binge drink.
I don't ask you for money and I work part time to support my own personal spending.
But why must you still believe that I am a disappointment?
Am I that pathetic? That I don't realise I'm that pathetic.
If I am, tell me how to change.
I thought I was immune to your constant insults but I'm not. It still cuts me on the inside.

I will promise you that one day, I'll make a great contribution to this society.
I'll move out into the big wide world and make myself useful.
I promise I won't do anything to disappoint you anymore.
I'm sorry for being the biggest disappointment in your life.