With A Heavy Heart

When you told me, you were going to date her. You broke my heart and shattered it into a million pieces. You keep calling, messaging me, and keep telling me that you still care about me... well, if you did care about my feelings then you wouldn't date her. I don't want to be your second best nor your back up plan when your relationships fail. I want you to chose me and most importantly, love me. I want you to stay by my side and never leave me. I want you to love and cherish me. Because having you by my side makes me smile because I'm happy. Being with you, I felt like a princess and that we are the only two people living in this world. If life was a television, I want to pause time all the time we spent together.

I have grown up with you by my side and I still want to grow old with you. You made me believe we can grow old together, however, that's in the past.

Now, it's time for me to face the truth, you don't want to be with me anymore.
All the dreams we shared of the future will not have a chance to take place.
I'm living in limbo, in my dreams you'll find it in your heart to love me and yearn to be with me.

However, in reality, you have already moved on.
I guess, it's time for me to accept things; I don't belong to you and you don't belong to me anymore.
If this is true love, it will reveal itself over time.
If it's meant to be, it'll always be.
With a heavy heart, I wish you good luck with your new partner.