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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

FOOD Diary

Monday
Lunch:
Just a plain cheese sandwich
4 sweet chili rice cakes
1/2 a hedgehog

Dinner:
Creamy corn and chicken soup
Broccoli and chicken

Tuesday:
Lunch:
2 Sweet chili rice cakes
Subway Meatball sandwich with all the salad, sweet chili and chili sauce.
1 Oreo
Honey and Lemon Tea

Dinner:
Cold toasted cheese sandwich

I have decided to trim the fat in my diet for the past few days, I have been consuming a lot of junk food. I really couldn't be bothered making my lunch in the morning and I just went out and bought food.
I think I'm going to allow myself to eat out once a week.
Hopefully, I can trim some fat out of my diet.
=)

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Train Rant

It's close to impossible to start over.
We've been together for a long time, it's almost as if I have built my life around you.
You're the only one I want to spend my future with.
There are many variables in life, I used to believe that no you're not the variable in the equation instead, a constant.
I wholeheartly believed that you will be my side through thick and thin and you would refuse to leave me.
However, somewhere along the way I must of calculated incorrectly.

Now, you're gone. There's nothing I can say or do to change that.
You treat me as if I am a disease you spend majority of your timw avoiding me.

Damn, it's really over now, somehow I am unable to accept that. I try so hard to absorb all the tear before they have a chance to trickle.
Everytime I reflect I feel like a pathetic loser; an unwanted disease.

*sigh*
I don't want to think about this anymore. I want to escape!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Cheer Up!

M says:
hahah yeah
I fail at relationships

j says:
awww... dont wori
you'll get a HD next time
or a P!!!
PERFECT

;)

Friday, August 6, 2010

Random Ramblings

From a young age, we’re all taught that if we have a dream, we should work hard towards achieving it and never give up. However, our parents, teachers and guardian neglect to educate us about reality. The truth is sometimes our dreams don’t come true despite all our efforts. Honestly, at times we are all powerless and we have no choice but to let live.

Life is unpredictable and it has its moments. Sometimes life can lure us into a false sense of security. After graduating from university and finding a job that pays well, we might undertake a lifestyle change. Nobody is immune to the surprises life throws, however, at the end of the day, we’ll pull through. It’s almost as if we’re genetically designed to survive after any crash and burn.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Cute Guy

Sometimes we just can't judge a book by this cover...

I was heading home and there was a guy who sat on top the back rest of the bench.
He had long hair that covered his face.
He appeared like a rebel however, inside he's a cute guy.
He placed his guitar on the bench and it took up majority of the bench.
He noticed an old lady approaching and he removed his guitar off the bench and offered her a seat.
The old lady said that it's fine, he didn't have to.
He replied " respect your elders, that's what my mum taught me"
gah! That's sooo cute coming from a +20 year old.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

With A Heavy Heart

When you told me, you were going to date her. You broke my heart and shattered it into a million pieces. You keep calling, messaging me, and keep telling me that you still care about me... well, if you did care about my feelings then you wouldn't date her. I don't want to be your second best nor your back up plan when your relationships fail. I want you to chose me and most importantly, love me. I want you to stay by my side and never leave me. I want you to love and cherish me. Because having you by my side makes me smile because I'm happy. Being with you, I felt like a princess and that we are the only two people living in this world. If life was a television, I want to pause time all the time we spent together.

I have grown up with you by my side and I still want to grow old with you. You made me believe we can grow old together, however, that's in the past.

Now, it's time for me to face the truth, you don't want to be with me anymore.
All the dreams we shared of the future will not have a chance to take place.
I'm living in limbo, in my dreams you'll find it in your heart to love me and yearn to be with me.

However, in reality, you have already moved on.
I guess, it's time for me to accept things; I don't belong to you and you don't belong to me anymore.
If this is true love, it will reveal itself over time.
If it's meant to be, it'll always be.
With a heavy heart, I wish you good luck with your new partner.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I am Missing You

Dear you,
I miss you.
Love M