In 6 months time
I hope, I would have graduated from high school and finish 2009 on a high note.
Besides academics goals, I wish that we'll have a nice summer down under. Eat Fish and Chips near the beach and enjoy the summer breeze.
I wish to take my family and visit Phillip Island, Gold Coast or places in New South Wales.
During the break, I want to head up to Sydney watch the fireworks and spend an afternoon at the Lindt Cafe.
In 12 months time
I wish to find a nice workplace and I wish to spend my time reading in Borders or Starbucks. I love spending time at Borders because I love their atmosphere and they don't play annoying songs. I hope I enough money and visit Hong Kong and go on a MASSIVE shopping spree. I'm alright at saving but I'm the best at spending.
I want to buy a lot of beauty product and clothing!
In 5 years time
I hope I'm in a loving and stable relationship and joying life before marriage.
I hope I have an opportunity to become an exchange student in university.
I wish to visit Korea and learn Korean. If I do stay in Korea, I wish I can bump into Jang Guen Suk. He's sooo cute. =D
I wish I can travel to Italy and live la dolce vita.
In 10 years time
I hope I am married and if possible given birth.
I want to have two kids; one boy and girl.
I wish to name them Brendon and Isabella Zheng. Hopefully,
if not, I still want to name my daughter Isabella, if I do have a daughter. =)
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
annoyed!
I'm so sick and tired chasing after you.
I'm starting to think you simply don't care.
I'm at a point where I don't care anymore.
Why should I bother when the other person doesn't care?
This doesn't make me feel happy.
I don't like chasing after somebody, I hate it.
I GIVE UP!
You just go and do whatever you want.
I'll just stop caring for you because you obiviously already stopped caring for me.
Don't bother calling anymore, I'm not picking up.
I'm starting to think you simply don't care.
I'm at a point where I don't care anymore.
Why should I bother when the other person doesn't care?
This doesn't make me feel happy.
I don't like chasing after somebody, I hate it.
I GIVE UP!
You just go and do whatever you want.
I'll just stop caring for you because you obiviously already stopped caring for me.
Don't bother calling anymore, I'm not picking up.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Anticipation
We have talked about our highs and lows and shared a piece of our daily life for almost three years. However, it seems as if I have known you my whole life.
Talking to you; I see my past, my present and my future.
A past with my irreversible mistakes, a present which I hope to survive in order to spend my future with you.
Looking back,my memory is flooded with all the different conversations we had.
I remember it was roughly 12 months ago, you told me you feared your life is going to end soon.
I remember all the emotions I felt when you told me and eventually, I cried.
I cried because I never had a chance to meet you and I can not imagine my life without you.
Your nurturing nature and your words of wisdom has assisted me in the past.
Who knew that you'll be my partner today?
I never would have imagined it but this just shows life is full of twist and turns.
I am glad, I did enter the forum before you left.
I am glad after all this time we still talk.
I am thankful that I have found somebody who cares and loves me.
I just feel as if everything between has been a sweet dream.
Within a few days, I will finally meet you in person.
I am nervous.
What if I am not what you're looking for?
What if you're not what I'm looking for?
What if this was all just a sweet dream which has no place in reality?
What if I like you but don't want to be with you?
What if you like me and I don't like you?
What if I like you and you don't like me?
What if we have a communication problem?
What if you fall in love with somebody else?
What if you only like the idea of me as a person?
What if I only like the idea of you as a person?
What if you don't think I'm pretty?
What if you don't think I'm smart enough?
What if we hate each other?
What if nothing happens between us?
What if we are not fated to meet?
What if I'm not the one?
I would love to disregard the what if, however, I know these what if either make or break relationships.
I'm just scared.
Talking to you; I see my past, my present and my future.
A past with my irreversible mistakes, a present which I hope to survive in order to spend my future with you.
Looking back,my memory is flooded with all the different conversations we had.
I remember it was roughly 12 months ago, you told me you feared your life is going to end soon.
I remember all the emotions I felt when you told me and eventually, I cried.
I cried because I never had a chance to meet you and I can not imagine my life without you.
Your nurturing nature and your words of wisdom has assisted me in the past.
Who knew that you'll be my partner today?
I never would have imagined it but this just shows life is full of twist and turns.
I am glad, I did enter the forum before you left.
I am glad after all this time we still talk.
I am thankful that I have found somebody who cares and loves me.
I just feel as if everything between has been a sweet dream.
Within a few days, I will finally meet you in person.
I am nervous.
What if I am not what you're looking for?
What if you're not what I'm looking for?
What if this was all just a sweet dream which has no place in reality?
What if I like you but don't want to be with you?
What if you like me and I don't like you?
What if I like you and you don't like me?
What if we have a communication problem?
What if you fall in love with somebody else?
What if you only like the idea of me as a person?
What if I only like the idea of you as a person?
What if you don't think I'm pretty?
What if you don't think I'm smart enough?
What if we hate each other?
What if nothing happens between us?
What if we are not fated to meet?
What if I'm not the one?
I would love to disregard the what if, however, I know these what if either make or break relationships.
I'm just scared.
Friday, June 12, 2009
untitled
In an army of one against the ancient Romans; stab, twist and pull.
Stab, twist and pull was developed to inflect the most physical pain before death.
Once, captured nobody survives the Roman army.
The army is approaching, due north in their wild and vicious pack, like wolves my father used to say.
No hiding place, I am as visible as the moon during a solar eclipse.
Chain up as a dog, my life is spared.
Slowly, crawling into voluntary solitary confinement and upholding my right to remain silent during the interrogation.
As the days passes, my inner being corrodes and vaporise into thin air.
The world is coming to an end, Romans are overthrown.
They have given up and now I am free to be and see.
Now, I'm a piece of rubbish and as useful as a grain of sand in a desert.
Why don't you just let me be?
Stab, twist and pull was developed to inflect the most physical pain before death.
Once, captured nobody survives the Roman army.
The army is approaching, due north in their wild and vicious pack, like wolves my father used to say.
No hiding place, I am as visible as the moon during a solar eclipse.
Chain up as a dog, my life is spared.
Slowly, crawling into voluntary solitary confinement and upholding my right to remain silent during the interrogation.
As the days passes, my inner being corrodes and vaporise into thin air.
The world is coming to an end, Romans are overthrown.
They have given up and now I am free to be and see.
Now, I'm a piece of rubbish and as useful as a grain of sand in a desert.
Why don't you just let me be?
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Making The Love!
The first five (5) people to respond to this post will get something made by me.
This offer does have some restrictions and limitations so please read carefully:
1. I make no guarantees that you will like what I make. What you get is what you get.
2. What I create will be just for you, with love, or at least with gusto.
3. It'll be done this year (2009).
4. I will not give you any clue what it's going to be. It (probably) will be something made in the real world and not something cyber. It may be weird or beautiful. It might or might not be edible. I may even create something totally unbelievable and surprise you at work!! Who knows?
5. I reserve the right to do something strange or quirky, but I promise not to embarrass you in public. I also reserve the right to do something fairly predictable and boring, but with, you know, thought and love.
6. In return, all you need to do is post this text into a note of your own and make 5 things for the first 5 to respond to your note.
This offer does have some restrictions and limitations so please read carefully:
1. I make no guarantees that you will like what I make. What you get is what you get.
2. What I create will be just for you, with love, or at least with gusto.
3. It'll be done this year (2009).
4. I will not give you any clue what it's going to be. It (probably) will be something made in the real world and not something cyber. It may be weird or beautiful. It might or might not be edible. I may even create something totally unbelievable and surprise you at work!! Who knows?
5. I reserve the right to do something strange or quirky, but I promise not to embarrass you in public. I also reserve the right to do something fairly predictable and boring, but with, you know, thought and love.
6. In return, all you need to do is post this text into a note of your own and make 5 things for the first 5 to respond to your note.
Friday, May 29, 2009
I'm about to throw up
No, I'm not preggos.
Currently, I'm so sick of everything around me.
Firstly, there are some teachers who interacts with the class and understand what their students are going through.
Exams are just around the corner and the last thing students need to worry about is completing extra maths questions which aren't on the upcoming exam.
Secondly, how come a math's teacher's failure rate be greater than her success rate?
Just proves, I have an awesome maths teacher and I'm so going to pass maths this year. GRRRRRHhhhh, I dislike attending her maths classes.
ARGH! Students at an all girls school.
I'm a whiny bitch and I'm not constantly whine
Gosh, if you're life is so hard and you convince yourself; there are no answers to your problems then go and rot in a hole where nobody can see you.
I honestly, don't give a rats about you.
You're a sad, attention seeking, emo kid and you make all the people around you sick of you.
Don't have double standards, be grateful when somebody offers their time to teach you something AND stop being such a leech.
If you call somebody else fat, expect somebody to call you fat in return.
It's only fair and don't go crying you fat ass.
Secondly, if somebody takes time to help you with a question use your brain and think. I told you which method to use and you're still stuck. Ok, fine, I work the solutions out for you. Then you DON'T SAY THANK YOU!.. you insult me by saying my method doesn't make sense.
ARE YOU A STUPID COW?
Seriously, my YOUNGER sis can factorise and if you can't get out of a year 12 maths class because you're clearly not smart enough to do maths.
Don't trying to stuck up with somebody who you bitched about because nobody cares about you.
A few months ago, we used to be friends but right now, friendship? impossible.
FAT, UGLY, COWARD and ARROGANT PEOPLE.
It's bad that you're fat but you manage to top it off with being ugly.
but wait, you're also arrogant and a coward, woah, soon, you'll be on everybody's hit list.
Most vain people are average/ hot/ cute looking but you're neither.
Please buy yourself a mirror or change your glasses because not looking at your own reflection.
What's the point of trying to convince others you're princess and innocent, when you're far from that.
You'll pick food from the ground, you regularly tell people when you need to fart, pee or do 2.
Others tell you off and please listen to their advice and shut your mouth.
Nothing but a cheap whore.
Gosh, wtf would you want to befriend a potential rapist?
oi, he won't rape you because you're not hot enough.
Just sad, the lengths you go to in order to make friends.
actually, you might not have friends once they see your true personality.
PLEASE KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED!
PATHETIC PEOPLE
yes, you know who you are.
You're the type of people who tries to say hello to people when they hate your guts.
The same type of people who tries to change the meaning of your setences and cause trouble.
The same person who RUINS friendships today and families tomorrow.
That same person who is a LIAR even to her friends.
Still the same lame person who acts like a victim.
The same person who grows uglier by the day.
FAT COLD HEARTED PERSON
YOU make things up and try to convience people.
you're a liar and a fraud.
People won't oppose you because they fear you're going to get up and body slam
and in the end kill them.
LOSER MUCH?!
You were such a Nazi about attending meetings last year.
You, poor thing, spending so such of your time trying to target me
and making me look like a loser.
Sadly, it's not working this year.
I think you've finally see that people in our group actually listens and respects me.
aww, you poor thing, the competition was all in your head.
LIBRARY STAFF!
omg! JUST LEAVE US ALONE!
You keep telling us to be quiet so other can study.
You know what actually might help. IF YOU NEVER ENTER THE ROOM.
Every time YOU enter the room and shout at girls, you're ruining somebody's train of thought.
The background noise doesn't affect people who are studying because NOBODY is trying to talk to them.
So do us a favour and STOP ENTERING THE ROOM.
All girls school,
As much as students and some teachers annoys me, I'm some what entertained.
I'm glad to know, I'm not the worst person in the world because they are heaps of losers in this world.
hmmm, yup I think that's all I need to rant about.
Currently, I'm so sick of everything around me.
Firstly, there are some teachers who interacts with the class and understand what their students are going through.
Exams are just around the corner and the last thing students need to worry about is completing extra maths questions which aren't on the upcoming exam.
Secondly, how come a math's teacher's failure rate be greater than her success rate?
Just proves, I have an awesome maths teacher and I'm so going to pass maths this year. GRRRRRHhhhh, I dislike attending her maths classes.
ARGH! Students at an all girls school.
I'm a whiny bitch and I'm not constantly whine
Gosh, if you're life is so hard and you convince yourself; there are no answers to your problems then go and rot in a hole where nobody can see you.
I honestly, don't give a rats about you.
You're a sad, attention seeking, emo kid and you make all the people around you sick of you.
Don't have double standards, be grateful when somebody offers their time to teach you something AND stop being such a leech.
If you call somebody else fat, expect somebody to call you fat in return.
It's only fair and don't go crying you fat ass.
Secondly, if somebody takes time to help you with a question use your brain and think. I told you which method to use and you're still stuck. Ok, fine, I work the solutions out for you. Then you DON'T SAY THANK YOU!.. you insult me by saying my method doesn't make sense.
ARE YOU A STUPID COW?
Seriously, my YOUNGER sis can factorise and if you can't get out of a year 12 maths class because you're clearly not smart enough to do maths.
Don't trying to stuck up with somebody who you bitched about because nobody cares about you.
A few months ago, we used to be friends but right now, friendship? impossible.
FAT, UGLY, COWARD and ARROGANT PEOPLE.
It's bad that you're fat but you manage to top it off with being ugly.
but wait, you're also arrogant and a coward, woah, soon, you'll be on everybody's hit list.
Most vain people are average/ hot/ cute looking but you're neither.
Please buy yourself a mirror or change your glasses because not looking at your own reflection.
What's the point of trying to convince others you're princess and innocent, when you're far from that.
You'll pick food from the ground, you regularly tell people when you need to fart, pee or do 2.
Others tell you off and please listen to their advice and shut your mouth.
Nothing but a cheap whore.
Gosh, wtf would you want to befriend a potential rapist?
oi, he won't rape you because you're not hot enough.
Just sad, the lengths you go to in order to make friends.
actually, you might not have friends once they see your true personality.
PLEASE KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED!
PATHETIC PEOPLE
yes, you know who you are.
You're the type of people who tries to say hello to people when they hate your guts.
The same type of people who tries to change the meaning of your setences and cause trouble.
The same person who RUINS friendships today and families tomorrow.
That same person who is a LIAR even to her friends.
Still the same lame person who acts like a victim.
The same person who grows uglier by the day.
FAT COLD HEARTED PERSON
YOU make things up and try to convience people.
you're a liar and a fraud.
People won't oppose you because they fear you're going to get up and body slam
and in the end kill them.
LOSER MUCH?!
You were such a Nazi about attending meetings last year.
You, poor thing, spending so such of your time trying to target me
and making me look like a loser.
Sadly, it's not working this year.
I think you've finally see that people in our group actually listens and respects me.
aww, you poor thing, the competition was all in your head.
LIBRARY STAFF!
omg! JUST LEAVE US ALONE!
You keep telling us to be quiet so other can study.
You know what actually might help. IF YOU NEVER ENTER THE ROOM.
Every time YOU enter the room and shout at girls, you're ruining somebody's train of thought.
The background noise doesn't affect people who are studying because NOBODY is trying to talk to them.
So do us a favour and STOP ENTERING THE ROOM.
All girls school,
As much as students and some teachers annoys me, I'm some what entertained.
I'm glad to know, I'm not the worst person in the world because they are heaps of losers in this world.
hmmm, yup I think that's all I need to rant about.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Reflection, Dilation, Translation = Transformation
Life is just another transformation.
Many times we are asked to reflect on the expansion and contractions after encountering conflict.
The reflection can leave us either feeling positive or negative.
This positiveness or negativeness can be seen by all the other points in life.
Life doesn't focus on a particular point in time rather the over all nature.
After conducting the reflection and dilation we begin to study the translation.
How for up or down have we moved? There is no direct relationship between our status in life and the positiveness and negativeness that we experience.
So after the reflection, dilation and translation we begin to see the transformation.
Many times we are asked to reflect on the expansion and contractions after encountering conflict.
The reflection can leave us either feeling positive or negative.
This positiveness or negativeness can be seen by all the other points in life.
Life doesn't focus on a particular point in time rather the over all nature.
After conducting the reflection and dilation we begin to study the translation.
How for up or down have we moved? There is no direct relationship between our status in life and the positiveness and negativeness that we experience.
So after the reflection, dilation and translation we begin to see the transformation.
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