People around me constantly tell me, "I'm there whenever you need me" and I'm stupid enough to believe that. Deep down inside I hope maybe he or she is the true friend that I have tried so hard looking for.
However, when I do need them, sometimes they're physically with me and other times not even there at all. When this happens my heart breaks. You lied to me and I can't believe I actually believed you.
I'm starting to feel like me again. I'm starting to not trust others and I'm starting to keep things to myself. I don't feel like I'm living a lonely life because I've chosen this path. I chose to spend majority of my time alone. I think from now on, I'm gonna become a workaholic and spend majority of my time alone.
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