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Saturday, June 26, 2010

I am Missing You

Dear you,
I miss you.
Love M

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Maybe It's Time To Face The Truth

Day and night, I keep fantasising that one day we'll meet in the middle.
We are no longer at different stages of our lives, we have both completed university
and both have a secure job. We're both looking to settle down.
To me, you're perfect.
It's time for me to accept that we need to move on.
That means I would need to stop fantasising about us and I would need to stop praying and wishing that one day we'll meet in the middle.
This relationship won't work, we live in two different places, different stages of our lives and we live in two different worlds.
We have tried before, did our best and it wasn't enough to maintain a relationship.
In the future, we will change and there's no guarantee that things will work out.
The truth is we need to move on with your lives and start living once more.
Nobody can predict the future and the events which will occur.
But I do bid that we would both find our own happiness.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Against All The Odds!

I want to believe that in this world, anything is possible.
Even after a break up, two soulmates are able to find each other.
I want to spend some time with you.
I want to regain the passion we once had and I will never let you go again.

Gobi Desert

When the going gets tough, I begin fantasising running away to the Gobi Desert.
It's my only escape from a toxic reality.
I want to live in a place where I don't have to associate with anybody.
To live like an Amish and rely on yourself.
No need to communicate with others and no fights.

I'm done listening to people telling me how bad I am.
Don't you already know I can identify all my flaws and I don't need a constant reminder of how much I fail at life.
I'm done making connections and entering relationship.
What's the point when they always end in the same way... sadness.
Why can't I simply move on and stop dwelling on the past?
Why are humans so smart, yet so dumb at the same time?
Why do we have cures for headaches, muscle pains yet we have no cure for heartache?

I don't want to feel sad anymore and I just want to be happy.
I'm protecting my heart so that nobody will hurt it ever again.

I've given up on relationships.
Why do I need to find a partner?
Why gamble with the status quo?
If I'm happy now, why risk it and enter a relationship?

I don't want to hurt anymore.
That's why I'm not going to put myself in a position where anybody can attack me.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Nostalgia

The theme of this week for me is nostalgia.

Italian Teacher
Currently listening to Anna Tatangelo and missing my sweet sweet Italian teacher.
My Italian teacher always shared her stories with us and always told us that we're beautiful girls.
She inspired us to learn Italian so one day we can travel to Italy and pick up Marco.
Listening to Anna brings back old memories and all the times we laughed during Italian class.
It's teachers like her that made me feel warm and fuzzy during highschool.
She treated us as if we were her own beautiful girls.
She was proud of all our achievements.

That Boy
I have 3 simple words for you.
I love you!

Taste of Childhood
Growing up, I spent a lot of time at my aunt's house.
My aunt grew up in Vietnam and as a result cooked a lot of Vietnamese food.
As a result, I spent most of my childhood eating Vietnamese food.
Recently, I found out one of my local shops sold dried banana.
I love dried banana, I could eat a whole pack by myself.
I loveeee my fish sauce as well.
^^

Games
One of the first game my mum bought for my sisters and I was Connect Four.
We spent hours trying to beat each other and hours inventing new games we could play with the Connect Four pieces.

Oh man,
I miss those things soo dearly.
With every passing day, we are creating more memories for us to cherish in the future.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Which Serial Killer Are You?

I found this quiz online and I would like to share it with everybody.


which serial killer are you?
Your Result: the grudge
 

The Grudge describes a curse that is born when someone dies in the grip of a powerful rage or extreme sorrow The curse gathers in the place where that person died. Those who encounter this murderous supernatural force die and the curse is reborn repeatedly, passed from victim to victim in an endless, growing chain of horror

jason vorhees
 
ed gein
 
chucky
 
freddy kruger
 
which serial killer are you?
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