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Saturday, December 13, 2008

Sometimes I wish I had a penis!

Girl Pains
Every month or whenever my menstrual cycle decides to kick in, I experience painful cramps.
If I was a boy, I wouldn't have cramps.

I'm a very self conscious person and I become paranoid easily.
Whenever I have my drags, every so often I will check if it has leaked and if I still concerned, I will ask friends to check.

Whenever, I have my rags, I carry more than enough pads and I wouldn't need to do this if I was a boy!


Girl's mind games


I currently attend an all girls school to my dislike.
Our school is a real life reenactment of the movie "Mean Girls".
However, unlike "Mean Girls" we have school uniform, no boys and no Queen Bee--> Thank God.
I'm sick of playing mind games. I attend school to learn and not to fall victim of vicious mind games.

I'm a strong believer of if you have something to say.. SAY IT TO MY FACE AND DON'T GO BACKSTABBING/ BITCHING ABOUT ME!

Sadly, most girls don't follow the golden rule.

Why do girls have to play mind games?
My guess is it gives them a sense of superficial superiority.
Hun, sadly it's all in your head.


For example,
Recently, I was accused of giving somebody the silent treatment.

Firstly, I can't be stuffed and I have better things to do with my time.
Secondly, that's a childish game and I only use the silent treatment on my bf when I'm mad at him and he falls every time. I love you honey!

Anyways, back on topic.
The person who accused me was my friend.
=o no surprise there, I must admit.

We're on break now and I haven't seen in since last two Fridays ago, if I remember correctly.
I can only talk to her over msn, mobile or facebook.
Whenever she signs online, she appears offline.--> as if I'm going to talk to somebody who appear offline and not bother talking to me.
Mobile = NO! She's not worth it.
She doesn't leave me facebook messages and I don't see any point in leaving her any facebook messages. --> You get what you give.

AND IF YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO SAY, "MAYBE YOU SHOULD MAKE THE FIRST MOVE"
Sure, I have made the first move many times, actually too many times.
Now, it just seems as if I'm a needy person and I constantly talk to my friends because I have nothing else to do.

Making the first move only works for a certain amount of time before the person gives up.
I'm over trying to make conversation with people over the internet with the exception of a few people. I love you guys! Apart from those people, I see no point in trying to engage in a dull conversation with anybody else.


What are the advantages of playing mind games?
-Getting a rep--> "bitch"
-Kills a lot of time for all those losers with no life.
-Getting hurt, if that's what you like
-Hurting people and looking like a victim

What are the disadvantages of playing mind games?
-After a while, people do see through your fakeness
-lose friends
-when you realise it's all in your head and you're the only player
-just shows how sad and pathetic you are or you're becoming


FRIENDS!
Seriously, girls having friend must be a joke for some.
Friends are the people who know you the best and are the people who know how to hurt you the best.--> ok that didn't really make sense but you know what I'm trying to say. =D

I must admit I tend to trust guys more in comparison to girls.
In my experience, guys are not more outgoing, they're more direct and no vicious mind games.
Guys are also more reliable because they don't spread whatever I bitch about.
I suppose that's because they don't remember what I bitch about half the time. BONUS!


However, I'm not saying my best friends are only guys. I still have best friends which are girls. I love you girls!

In conclusion,
being a girl sucks because you don't really have friends, vicious mind games and stupid periods!
I wish I had a penis!.. not really, they're ugly!

2 comments:

DMei4 said...

This could be a sign of penis envy. When you know your enemies you know who your friends are. Though, is true most guys don't hide their "feelings" and are more direct, but most of the girls I've met are not conniving bitches that talk about other people behind their back. I'm a very attentive person. Hope all goes well for you.

Yuki said...

Sounds like an interesting and latent presentation of Electra complex. Girls at all girls schools are bitchy. Girls at private schools are bitchy. Girls at private all girls schools are uber giga bitch deluxe. Just put up with it for one more year and when you get to uni you'll get to deal with more pleasant civilised people.